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What a lovely day.....Last nite had a nice chat with hubby online and he was wearing his smart black attire... he looks good in black.....it has been quite sum time since i last hug n kiz him....even i wish to be like other wife who is able to to greet hubby in the morning and at nite with hugs n kisses........it has always been my dream to be a dutiful and doting wife ......Been praying hard for that day to come.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 12:02:00 PM
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It's raining this morning....feels so good after many days of hot weather.....Sadly having runny nose due to the coldness......The rain makes me enjoy sleeping more.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 11:10:00 AM
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Nowdays my darling hubby seems so bz with his work......hopefully he wont tire out himself...pray for his gd health as well as for our wealth.....if only i'm there to tend to his needs and massage his tired body n leg.....he's earning hard for our own future sake......Darling...every bit of ur sweat will be paid off Insya Allah
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 8:28:00 PM
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Tonite i'll have new set of TV..... feel like buying plasma TV but it's over budget quite expensive...have the money but wont spend it.....hehehe..... saw digital wall clock...so bought it.... another parting gift to my parents who has brought me up.....money is meant to be spent anyway.....at least they'll remember me this way...a filial daughter who will leave them maybe for sum years....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 4:44:00 PM
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Jus came back from my former workplace.... what a rude behaviour by my lady superior ....the devil in disguise... when she saw me she gave one kind of look...as if asking for a tight slap or a flying kick from me.....Fancy expect me to cum down again and assist them regarding the boy's school fees issue....i wish i would never step into that place again.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 4:26:00 PM
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Sold my old TV for $200 so tomorrow i'll purchase a new one as a parting gift to my parents......What is a sum of money if it can brings u closer to one another and live in peace & harmony...... Tomorrow i will be going to my workplace to get my "retirement letter", then bank in some money and meet Shazia Jee, My sweet pal....So tomorrow gonna be a bz day for me...gd also coz i've been idling at home for so long......Gonna see the outside world.........
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 9:29:00 PM
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Been having sleepless nite since sum mths ago...missing hubby badly.....so much love for him yet so much unpleasant moments i've experienced...how it breaks my heart not able to be by ur side....how time flies.... we have been married for 8mth today and yet barely 2mths spent time together.....isnt it reason enuf to break my heart n drive me to despair...
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 10:15:00 PM
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Went out to my bro-in-law's house today for the 40th day tahlil.....Took the train and saw so many people going out with family...It upsets me alot.....when my time will cum......They are all together and enjoying themselves.....no matter what they have...where they spend time together......at a posh restaurant.....beach......park...cinema.....or even spending quality time together at home......how wonderful such life is....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 9:59:00 PM
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Why is it when people experience sweet moments together as hubby & wife esp during early stage of marriage yet here am i missing hubby terribly and worry abt the future.......I've always been down on my luck since i was small and been making wrong decisions in life but it's too high a price to pay......i experience bitter and darkest moment since the day i got married..........so many things keep haunting my mind......even my coming to life was a huge mistake.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 1:01:00 PM
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Today is 25 April which is also my 8mth wedding anniversary.....I don feel happy at all.....Last nite had heated arguement with hubby...dono to love or hate him.....he said it will take another one mth to call me there....if this is just engagement i wont think twice to call it off.....but now i have to bame myself for such hasty decision.......how can any wife swallow being left for so long despite being newly married???
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 12:56:00 PM
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Feel so restless sitting at home without much work to do....been working for so long and couldnt adjust to being jobless and cooping myself up at home.....Feel like going out for sum fresh air....or even take part-time job for sum days till i've got my visa and ready to fly there......Surf the net and watch hindi VCD all day bores me.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 4:33:00 PM
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Last nite had a good chat with hubby.....He looks cuter and more dashing.....hehehe.....but at the same time one of his fren add me in his contact and chat with me as well....just casual talk abt hubby mostly.....Indeed not easy to get visa there very fast.... i will have to wait few more weeks as he has juz started his new job and has to change his PR status......hopefully wont take longer than 2 weeks from now......wanna be by ur side very fast dear....it has been slightly more than 4 miserable months....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 12:27:00 PM
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Another prob i'm facing.....one 6 year old kid claimed he has given his school fees to me....abt 2 mths ago....but i'm dead sure i did not take any fees from anyone.....another idiot parents.....shud take sum time off and cum down to pay the fees tehmselves......it's juz once every 3mths......now who would take the blame.....maybe he gave it to someone else or maybe he lost the fees and couldnt tell the truth for fear of getting beaten....i'll be in the soup this time.....Juz called the mother and feel like telling her off.....we don handle school fees....it's the front desk job.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 9:34:00 PM
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This is giving me tension headache..... Y disturb my sleep.....been receiving calls from that bloody fool so often.....we have abt 14 other staff working in the same department...definitely they can guide her.....they still owe me $80 yet to be paid since jan......yet expect so much when giving so little.....i have other worries....miz hubby terribly n wanna be with him.....how can we stay apart for so long......spending very less time together....i shud be under his care not my family anymore..... life is so unkind to me.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 12:08:00 PM
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So boring this sunday.....everybody is out enjoying themselves....hardly anybody online during wkend..... Only had little chat with my sick sister.....feel worst when everyday staying at home....With whom to go out with......I've quit my job n settle all my work.....they even have got a replacement yet they still ask me abt silly things regarding my work n expect me to go there this tuesday n enlighten the lady abt certain things she is blur abt.....she has called me asking abt petty stuff twice...so maddening.....shud use ur brain n take more initiatives......she's a fresh graduate but a mother of two..drawing better salary than me....this is more maddening.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 7:01:00 PM
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Worried about my sister's mysterious illness.....What actually is suffering from.....Feel like flying to egypt soon...but what i can do there..two cloz one to her has been feeling sick too as they tend to her.....did anyone cast a spell on her.....she juz broke off her engagement......and the family ever did such things to sumone else......she's finishing her final year exam in 2mth time.....she's a bubbly sister of mine who would go to any length for her dearest one.....how can i leave her juz like that without doing anything?
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 1:28:00 PM
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Hooray!! Hubby has sent me sum money..A good amount.....Now what weighing heavily on my mind is that can i really get my visa within this month.....badly miz hubby..yesterday i've lead 4 solid months without hubby...Guess how i feel....Money can be earned but loneliness how to cure it with money???
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 4:26:00 PM
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A cool $88 for reflexology treatments today......This will be the last....... Not going to such places anymore.... Now my neck n head prob acting up.....Always like this after such treatment....Better rub with medicated oil.....Hubby would do a better job.....Before leave singapore i'll go for malay massage.......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 4:44:00 PM
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Feel bored sitting at home....so used to working...Today going for reflexology treatment and will bring my mum's along.....She's in poor health nowdays n need whole body massage too....So we'll go there together......Now i can sleep soundly at nite with no worries....Hubby can use the net in the office...so no need to wait anxiously for him and lose my sleeping hours....best thing is that i wont lose my temper and go mad again......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 12:27:00 PM
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Feel great today after a good sleep..... Last nite hubby only gave me a short call as he was in a meeting and his new working hours is different now..... He will send me sum money to tide me over and for me to spend......Happy that with this job which he's holding..... a better chance for me to go to there on family visa.....To be with him and build our own love nest together like other loving couples.....Patience is the key to every hapiness...In time to come Insya Allah everything will be wonderful for us as long as there's trust,love,understanding and of course have to put in alot of effort in doing sumthing and suffer setbacks..... this is a wild world.. Even me have to change my mindset and behaviour........Looks like it will be a "tough" job.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 10:19:00 AM
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Last nite hubby came online wearing smart dress as he has has started his new job yesterday....Things will be brighter i hope.....Been praying hard for that.....I lost my sleep due to the excitement even in the morning still cant get to sleep.......Looking forward for a better tomorrow..... After a hard knock surely we can still get up on own feet and make a cumback......And lead a brand new life.......There's a lesson to be learnt in everything....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 10:33:00 AM
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Feel good today...Darling Hubby called me b4 he went to bed and i woke up from bed soon after that.....Time for me to change my blogskin.....Having potato chips... Yummy and crispy......Half of the nite been thinking about so many things which happend yesteray....Weird characters and me being muddle headed......Oh yeah! Yesterday my online fren Lily whom i've never met in person b4 saw me on my way to work....She could recongnize me.... Sadly i didnt notice her....Hopefully one fine day we'll meet up....Lily...No tailing please anymore... hehehe..juz joking
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 10:40:00 AM
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My Independace Day.....Free from enemy's clutches.....Tension free now.......I do miz them a little.....been working there for almost 8years.....It feels like i grow up there..... from the age of 18 till now 26......So many people i've met..So many tensions i've felt...Few good frens i've made...... Somehow about 2yrs ago.... my juniors would make things difficult for me always as i'm fool type......I will miz those kids alo for suret.... Uuuuummmhhh...Feel like kissing those kids.....My pets are Amsyar, Feeras and some others....I miz them all actually..It juz that these few kids makes me mad and makes me laugh always.....So naughty,lazy and adorable...They are lovable......On my way back from work i passed by a shop selling stickers at discount price......So i bought some and will keep it....I do enjoy handling kids and reward them with stickers to inspire them to study harder and do better work.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 8:55:00 PM
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I'm really puzzle...How do iunderstand the character of people..... They treat me like an arch enemy for no valid reason yet they still pool money and bought me a farewell gift and what guess what.......Some were even sad about my resignation....Tot they are all out to kick me......how do i understand people's character....One fellow she is juz a part-time there and got to know me a year ago we hardly talk to each other but at times even she is making faces at me yet......To my surprise she came from Yishun to Tampines juz to wish me good luck and say goodbye......I ws so touched and it makes me wonder who is at fault...who is the culprit to spread rumours about me and give me hell for 2yrs.......Till today i don even know what tales they have been telling.....I'm all confused...Life is so unpredictable so is people's character......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 8:38:00 PM
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Today is my last day at work most probably..... I have to go around to make clearance of my job and ask every head of department for their signiture as approval of my resignation and to ensure that i have return back every thing that belongs not to me..... I take nothing from others except for marker and other necessary things...... Feel so awkward have to go to them about 5 fellowi have to meet.....with that paper.......As if want them to wish me goodbye.......and give words of cormforts.....I'm more than happy to leave this place.....What upsets me is that i would miz those cute and naughty kids and for sure would miss getting salary credit to my account on every 22th of the month.....Hehehe
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 1:25:00 PM
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