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Feel extremely bored and down today.....keep having swing mood.... feel so hungry yet no appetite..... been trying to relax my mind n calm down but it only works for short while.... at this rate i'll surely suffer a breakdown...
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 2:53:00 PM
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Been bz browsing for more recipes..... Deep in my heart i badly want to be a dutiful n doting wife as to bulid a warmth family......Been looking forward the day i'll be back in hubby's arms.....if only i could dig out my heart n show u how true my love is......How badly i miz u n need u by my side......i'm willing to go to any length to keep u happy but at times dear it's too much for me to bear....i'll lose my temper and going mad.......SORRY is but juz a few letters word......but u know we r victim of circumstances.......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 6:05:00 PM
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Today is friday.....hubby wont be working today....sadly i wont get to spend time with him...he'll be with his family there...........but hubby will come online after friday prayer.....how many more days i have to wait to be with hubby????.....it tear me apart everytime i think abt the times lost....8 mth is no joke darling.......Miz having food with u at McDonald....where we would feed each other lovingly...Hubby would buy for me my fav fillet meal.........
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 2:53:00 PM
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looks like i have to pretend to be sick today...my father will kill me for spending $250 on phone bill.....the bill juz came ....i miz hubby alot n out of anger n frustration i keep calling him..............wonder y i still cant tag on ppl's tagboard...but i can tag charm on her tagboard....most bloggers use shoutbox but hers is shoutmix.....been seeking help from ppl yet it is still the same.......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 5:56:00 PM
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Woke up rather late..........i'm fasting today......so no lunch for me only dinner.........These days i've been feeling rather down maybe idling at home for more than than a mth makes me feel so bored n streesful.....luckily yesterday i went out for a while n met lily..how sweet of her.....I ask for two recipes yet she print out for me lots of recipes.......... Thanks alot Lily next time we can go out for a meal together..........Miz the good old days when i would be eating out and chatting happily with my friends....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 1:54:00 PM
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Feel like going somewhere to relax my mind..........but it seems like i don have anyone to go out with.....others r either working or bz with kids.....how i can stay at home with worries weighing heavily on my mind..........it disturbs my mind and burn me with anger........s a result i kept calling hubby n getting scolded last nite......i could sign up a holiday package with the money used to pay the intenational phone bills......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 10:40:00 AM
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I miz hubby so badly.....been praying hard to go there.....Ya Rab pls answer my prayer......as long as i'll be with him i wont mind going thru any hardships together..His love keeps me going.....and being miles apart killing me softly......i can even spent thousand of dollars on phone bills as i miz his voice but thinking back i would rather get him an expensive gift as to show him my true love......this is too much for me to bear...i want hubby...........
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 9:19:00 PM
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Today exactly 9 mth we have been married......and today is also my 27th islamic birthday....for a small wish y i have to pay such a big price.....even i have dreams like other brides too.... little did i expect to live miles apart from hubby for so long......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 3:26:00 PM
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Miz being by hubby's side......out of 9 mth of marriage only 48 days we r together.....so sad and heartbreaking.......even till today i have to keep on waiting when will be day i'll be reunited with hubby...
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 3:23:00 PM
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Woke up bright n early today........ Wonder what the future holds for me....Hubby has been scolding me for thinking alot........but well i guess almost all women r like that..........Today insya Allah hubby's PR status will be officially changed n he can apply for family visa soon after that...........Waiting anxiously for his good news.....Tomorrow i will collect money which hubby remit to me..........
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 12:11:00 PM
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Two months without job makes me getting lazier and heavier......Hubby will kill me if he cums to know...... juz washed the bathroom........been having frequent headache....often would rub my forehead n back of neck with medicated oil......so much worries n missing my darling hubby..........miz the old good times and fun we had.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 5:16:00 PM
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Been bz cleaning the room n write down various recipes.......almost done with the packing........ready to fly n cant wait for hubby to send letter to the ministry of foreign affairs......they will give the inviatation date......then i only i can get the visa to jeddah.........it seems i've not seen hubby for thousand over years.....miz him so beary much.......but hearing others worst stories makes me realise that life is full of setbacks....... but surely it's sunshine after rain.....anyway i'm gald that hubby didnt vanish.....he still keep in touch with me.......and send me money for expenses....it shows he loves me.........uuummmmhhh....love hubby.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 5:10:00 PM
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I don understand this....been trying for few days to send msg on fren's tagboard yet failed.......cookies deactivated......what is that....????..... anything wrong with my PC...........i dono much abt IT browser...........Hubby is far away else he knows what to do ...he's in IT field only.......Anyone can tell me what is cookies deactivated???
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 1:56:00 PM
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Since yesterday evening i've been having headache....Wonder is it due to the worries i have??? Yesterday i went to the dentist as my wisdom tooth need to be extracted... sadly.....the dentist said i need to go for operation to have it removed.....Hubby said better do it in jeddah.......i fear operations.....frens used to hav same prob n said the operation is quite painful...what i shall do??? taking painkillers daily to ease the pain????
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 9:08:00 PM
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Today exactly 5mth since hubby left me....feel so hurt n devastated...... Wonder how many more days i have to live without hubby???? been hoping very fast i'll get my visa.......Next week will be our 9mth wedding anniversary and on the same day it will be my islamic birthday.....yet again hubby will not be by my side.....Isnt it too much pain for me to bear???
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 3:55:00 PM
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Missing hubby makes me lose interest in many things..nothing i do really makes me happy.....My room is in a mess too.....gonna tidy up everything n fold more clothes n keep inside the luggage.......wont bring so many clothes as i want to buy new dresses there....i'm going to select various delicious recipes n bring it with me .....wanna whip up various dishes for hubby........wanna be a good n hubby's darling wife.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 11:50:00 AM
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Had a good sleep last nite after calling hubby in the midle of the nite.....i've been like this since he left me......disturbed mind makes me keep calling him at cry....had a good cry last nite......miz him badly....more than words can say i need my hubby......i'm still young yet my body feel quite weak....been under lots of stress...days r going bad .........but i believe Allah will surely answer my prayer n reunite me with my darling hubby.....I LoVe HUBBY......n want to be with him like other married couples.......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 11:44:00 AM
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Called Hubby n vent my frustrations on him.....i have to change the departure date to 5th may 2004....hopefully wont need to delay it later than that.....soon i'll get money for expenses...i demand more this time as to make him step up on my going there...this is the best way to punish hubby for his wrongdoings and all those hurtful feelings i've swallowed bitterly...
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 10:44:00 PM
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What is happening actually.....Keeps delaying my going there.....Till when i can ever reach jeddah? i'm tired.... half year almost pass and i'm still like this.....A muslim country shud allow a wife to be with hubby anytime.....cannot be separated longer than a month...i heard stories abt a couple staying apart for 2years....This world is going crazy.....ppl r heartless n selfish.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 10:05:00 PM
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Woke up bright n early today......Fried instant prata bought at Mustafa Center...so delicious.....Same taste like buying from mama's shop......Then around 7.30 am went down to a shop selling bean curd...love buying it back in my working days for healthy breakfast.....today i'll be helping my mum in the kitchen cooking tomato rice....my fav food.....Yummy! Yummy! today i'm going to eat alot n alot...then tomorrow i'll have to fast n control my diet.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 12:29:00 PM
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Met hubby online...miz him dearly........this pain is too much to bear......again hubby promise me that by 28th i can fly there..been praying hard for that.....i'll brave the storms to be with hubby........i will catch the flight by all means.....i want to be with hubby....for better or worse.....he's the one for me........
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 10:37:00 PM
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Now i've found enjoyable way to kill my time here......read n learn urdu/hindi language...quite difficult actually but i believe in few years time i will master the language.....hehehehe....anyway my ancestors speak hindi so i have to "force" myself to learn the language.....Hubby will surely love me more n more......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 6:23:00 PM
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I'm bored to tears idling at home.....All i do is suf the net, call hubby , eat , sleep , go to shop buying stuff and listening to music.....I wish i could exercise my brain doing sumthing better.....want to watch my diet and learn how 2 be a good wife....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 6:18:00 PM
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I love My hubby alot.....little did i expect to face so many setbacks in life.......we r a victim of circumstances.....life has been rather unkind to us......Hubby said i will get my visa on 22nd april........so i can only fly there on 28th......Hopefully on 28th april all my misery will end......i'll be back in my hubby's arms....how i love hubby dearly
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 5:01:00 PM
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feel so hurt.....i cant wait to be with hubby...Cried alot that feel strain in my eyes....My memory is failing....I tend to be forgetful these days n lost my way when going out.....i called hubby about 10 times yesterday.....No mood to go out anywhere...........Pray hard to go go there faster........And lead a happier life
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 12:45:00 PM
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