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Gonna have dinner with my new buddy..... Wish to go to changi airport...memorable place for me....met my hubby for the first time...few times fetch n send him off to jeddah......hopefully very soon i will get to travel to jeddah n us b reunited again......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 12:58:00 PM
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Dream abt hubby n jeddah these days.... for a small wish yet a high price to pay..... I miz hubby terribly...nobody can understand my sadness n the emptiness inside my heart.....Everyone has the same dreams in life....to live happily with tehir loved ones.......life is full of setbacks n we have to learn to take things in our stride but i cant help feeling so devastated abt the whole episode of my life...what a rocky journey......i'm a laughing stock now but i know one day i will have the last laugh, Insya ALlah...i believe Allah is fair to everyone.......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 2:56:00 PM
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wonder y it was silly of me 2 purchase ticket to delhi without enquire abt the terms n condition........That lady agent was also stupid she shud have call me b4 issuing the ticket n tell me there's penalty fee if i wish to change the departure date........i have to pay $30 xtra for nothing....shud hav juz walk away....teh next day i felt like staying in jeddah....so i kindly ask for refund..she's not sure abt it.....i was told by a frend if it was speacial fare cannot get refund....$530 is gone...no way i will keep mum abt it........they r at fault shud let me know the term n condition n cant issue ticket b4 informing me.....now what i shall do????
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 8:37:00 PM
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So cute rite my hubby's nephew who was born on 7 May 2005.......he has small eyes exactly like my darling hubby........Shayaan is his name.... he'll grow up to be a handsome man insya Allah.........Hubby said very soon i will be flying to india.........on 7 june insya Allah.......already book the ticket....wanna visit Taj mahal........
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 11:30:00 PM
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What a brighter day today is......my father has a got better job n today is first day........my hubby called me early in the morning giving me the long awaited news.....his PR status has been changed.....can proceed with my family visa......today is also exactly 6mth since hubby left me.....the date 17 may..... many things to remember........both sweet n bitter moments........juz wish that everything will go smoothly.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 3:44:00 PM
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Yesterday spent the whole evening at my uncle's house....feel so lonely without hubby.......many relatives asked me abt hubby...it upsets me alot.....y cant anyone pray for me instead of throwing hurtful remarks as if trying to sow discord between hubby n me......i hate singapore lives now n hate the people more.....everyone sure go thru bad times.... it's all parts n parcel of ones life.......if only everyone realise this n spare a tot for my feelings....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 5:04:00 PM
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I still cant tag on others but Lily , charm n varadidie i can.....those who use shoutbox i really cant leave any msg on ur tagboard.......feel so sad....cant drop a note to anyone.......cant make new friends.....cant reply to any msg or thanks any well wisher.....funny part is that even hubby cant leave me msg as he himself having same prob "cookies deactivated"
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 2:47:00 PM
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Didnt sleep the whole nite yesterday....Miz my hubby n feel upset that i always makes him angry..........i never mean to but in depression unintentionally i hurt him n spoilt his mood........I juz wish that i'll be back in his arm again.........i've been waiting fo so long.........so much pain for a small wish.......life is full of contradictions.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 6:10:00 PM
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Feel like having MCdonald's meal today....but it's raining......i'm fasting so during breaking fast shud enjoy sumthing i like....indulge myself with food i love.......i love eating good stuff.....if only hubby is here he'll take me out for meals.........hubby is a big spender...he doesnt know what is expensive or cheap......that is the advantage of having spendthrift hubby..........
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 2:35:00 PM
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These days feel terribly bored n lonely......luckily Shazia keep calling me daily few times...but it's the same topic we'll talk.....hehehe...she desperately looking for a guy but me desperately miz my darling hubby.......she is so choosy....i wish i can advice her but afraid she might get me wrong n hurt her.....ours r rocky journey.......life is so dull n boring......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 3:02:00 PM
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Feel so lousy n down.....browsing for jobs.......wish to kill the time n earn more pocket money.....but hubby said anyhow we'll be going away in May.......don wish to waste any precious moments.....earn while u can.....the more money u have the better it is...........nothing is free in this world......so money si so important to everyone
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 10:15:00 PM
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So mad with the msg left on my tagboard today.....juz who that fellow think of her/himself???? As if i can predict the future.......everyone wants the best for themselves........nobody wants to lead a lonely n miserable life.......i have good intention of intoducing guys to my best fren..it has nothing to do with YOU.........it was her request......her wish.......it's up to her decide how further they can go b4 deciding abt marriage......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 6:27:00 PM
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I'm doing a voluntary job nowdays...finding guys for my frens.......i dono how much i can trust these online frens but i hope to penetrate ways n oppurtunities for them.....i know how it feels to be single.....so lonely n empty inside........so i start with shazia first.....last nite i chat & send mail to a guy in UK......he seems serious n intrested......May they get hitched soon........Ameen........
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 2:30:00 PM
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After reading doa given by Shazia i feel much better n calmer.....It's in urdu script so Shazia translated it for me........though i still had sleepless nite , i'm glad i didnt keep calling hubby.......else there goes my pocket money n savings......I'll be reduce to pauper very soon.......i guess prayer is the best way to release stress for Allah is the only one who can help me pull thru this crisis.........I believe all prayer will be answered........It juz a matter of time.........i need prayer from everyone out there as well........
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 9:01:00 PM
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Juz came back from shazia's house.....my good fren who'll always lend me listening ear whenever i feel down n out.......strangely...i still don feel good in my heart n crying out loud for my dearest hubby....he's my only medicine i guess.......but fate is making spot of us...........i'm tired n helpless now.......i bought two calling card to jeddah........i don mind used up all my savings n the money hubby sent on phone bill.........i miz his voice badly......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 6:03:00 PM
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I'm tired of waiting n hoping anymore...... i'm so vulnerable....a victim of circumstances........wish to go to other country......for better life with hubby...saudi is not a good country.....this long i have to keep waiting...i have no more strength n patient........it seems like i give up hoping.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 8:59:00 PM
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Another lonely holiday......today n tomorrow people will be happily going out together.........i'm still here cooping up at at home feeling tense n bored......... time passes juz like that n i c my life wasted many precious moments.....it breaks my heart everytime i think about it...life goes on n i know it's not the end of the world..........
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 2:24:00 PM
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Uhhhhh...........talked with hubby for abt 1hr last nite..how much that would be......i couldnt sleep n my mind was really disturbed...... i want to be with him at any cost......but still waiting for any good news......i'm sick of waiting n waiting....i've waited long enuf......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 9:40:00 AM
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