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Tomorrow is new year......Everybody would be celebrating new year tonite........ But i'll be all alone on my bed without hubby......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 12:35:00 PM
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Feel so lazy this morning......raining makes me enjoy sleeping more.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 12:18:00 PM
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Soon after marriage my hubby had my hair cut till neck length..... He doesnt wish to see my hair grow like this......I cant wait to see my hair grow longer till waist length......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 6:13:00 PM
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I pluck this lovely flower esp for my dearest childhood frend Ida for the effort she put in creating my blog..... I enjoy ur company online dear......And of course my other online frends too
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 3:20:00 PM
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New year is juz round the corner.... hopefully it will be a happier one for me.....Can spend good times with darling hubby throughout the year.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 3:08:00 PM
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I cant wait to fly to jeddah...To start a brand new life with my dearest hubby......To be in his arms again......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 9:34:00 PM
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Today at work i was like this....doing all the cleanings till i sweat....hehehe
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 9:31:00 PM
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I used to spent alot on garfield stuff.....i have many collections of it......but funny thing is that i hate cat
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 1:43:00 PM
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I love this cartoon character since i was small.....My dad even bought for me this and many more soft toys.....
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 1:41:00 PM
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It seems like this coming new year will be a happier and brighter one for me.......Insya-Allah i will soon be with my hubby and happily leave my job and leave singapore....but i do feel rather upset not able to meet up with my online frens who undoubtedly bring smiles to my face.......Anyway we can always chat online even when i'm in jeddah.........
I'm counting the days to leave my job....a place where i've been treated like a dog since the past one year becoz of few fellow ganging up against me and badmouthing me to all to the extend of bringing shame to me and my family and making me earn less salary.......May them all die a horrible death.....hehehe....Since it doesn't pay to be kind i would only curse and swear on them...hehehe
I've called saudi airlines and was told that only in march i can fly to saudi as now they only allow people to enter saudi for haj purpose.......I guess i juz have to wait and endure with those evil soul whom i get to meet 5 days a weak......morning till late afternoon......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 8:21:00 PM
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Darling........The baby is so cute.....I juz wish that our baby will be normal and healthy......
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 5:26:00 PM
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Today is 25th Dec which is also Chrismas Day....A Public Holiday for many workers and family day for all...... But as usual it's another lonely holiday for me....... i went out today for an invitation coz a fren of mine throw a feast for her newborn baby......what a joyful day it is for them......Having a complete family and many people come to congratulate them........It has always been my best wish in life to get married and become a mother...... How do i get pregnant when my hubby keep on leaving me....I don get married at early age, all the more i cant wait to become a mother ........And when i'm out seeing people with hubby n kids i feel down and upset.......I've always dream of getting married.......Having own house.....Cook for my hubby.....Happily waiting for him to come back home from work....Go out shopping.....Go outings and to invitations with own family......like everyone else..... Now i am married but once a while hubby will be with me........
Darling...... Today is also our 5th mth wedding anniversary........So it pains me more coz since we got married hubby never with me on every 25th of the month.......U don have to get me a gift but i want to be hugged n kissed by u on that day every mth.....It marks our period of marriage......A joyful day for all happy couples.....
I know u cant be calling me daily...day n nite coz international calls r not cheap.......i can understand that but pls spare some time for me and come online daily...it's gd for both of us........Even i don mean to make things difficult for u but i miz you terribly....... Darling........if u can be a gd bro most likely u'll be a gd hubby rite.....coz i'm ur wife u have responsible towards me......You have to love and care for me all ur life........Even i would love and care you all my life....Everyone makes a wedding vow and marriage is not a game......It's a lifetime commitment......It's unfair to deprive me of my rite as a wife.......It's my rite to be loved and care for all my life , rite darling........
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 4:36:00 PM
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I don enjoy my days at work.......but something that i can be happy about is to have great frens online to chat with...their presence cheer me up..........
Each of us has their own loved ones........And the feeling is terrible when u r being apart from them.......... To all my great frens out there thanks for keeping me company online........ view my blog n drop a note on my tag board........Thanks for being my frens when i feel almost everyone snub me (it happend at my workplace)........... i'm being snubbed repeatedly by almost all of them......
Just want to share this with everyone........
LoVe is.......
A commitment that comes from the depth of the HEART.......
It's a feeling that binds two hearts in togetherness......
It's everlasting..........
Ever growing........
Eternal.......
And we'll let ours be so FOREVER
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 8:58:00 PM
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Uday Chopra looks juz like my hubby........
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 4:09:00 PM
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My hubby is the pillar of my strength
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 3:17:00 PM
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I find the meaning in life bcoz of my hubby
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 3:14:00 PM
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I LoVe My Taj Alot
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 3:02:00 PM
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Mrs Taj Askiri
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 1:27:00 PM
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I don have many friends as my daily routine is like off to work and come back home.....eating , sleeping and watching TV...........
My mum was worried about me not having any boyfriend so she suggested that i surf the net and get to know
guys from there......
I'm not someone who really enjoy surfing the net but as i really feel it's high time that i get married so
l juz go along with the idea. On 1st of jan 2004 i started surfing the net and found SHAADI.COM
a website searching for lifetime partner .I created a profile of myself juz for fun as all the guys registered
there have different culture than me and live miles apart.........
I felt disappointed and dare not pin such a high hope in finding love of my life..........
One fine day on 24th jan a wonderful guy forward me his profile and i accept it instantly..........
The next day we started sending mails and chatting over the phone soon after that..........
I tot of rejecting him at first since i'm afraid we might have communicaton breakdown and i feel i'm not good enuf for him..........
Then before i knew it i've fallen for him and keep missing his voice.........
On 22nd April 2004 he fulfilled his promise and came all the way to singapore from jeddah juz to get to know me better
and meet my parents........
My family all like him and our marriage was fix on 25th July 2004.
I was over the moon.......
couldnt believe my luck..he spent 2wks here and i felt so much loved................
i waited anxiously for 25th july to come...... I've been saving for my marriage since the day i started earning.......
Every single expenses came out from my hard earned money . Allah knows how much pressure i was in having to
see to everything regarding the marriage preparitions.....
People might say that this marriage is too sudden but as i feel that time is precious and we never know how much time we have left so i don see why i have to delay my marriage.......
Things will still be the same........ everything will be on my head.......
Problem will still comes from all directions and i have to face it all alone........
At that time i have only one thing in mind to make sure that this marriage will surely take place and lead a
brand new life with my Taj.......
He made my dream came true and despite all the tensions i have i was still a happy bride
on that day............
It was both the happiest and the saddest event in my life..............
Till today my love for my DARLING HUBBY juz increase more and more though like any normal relationship sure ours
have ups and downs and unpleasant moment too.........
What pains me most is that i don get to spend much time together
with my dearest hubby as he has to travel back to jeddah and now he's in dubai . I wish he could understand me as a woman , me as his wife missing him madly and need him by my side always........
It tear me apart everytime i'm lying on the bed and wake up from my sleep only to find that my hubby is not next to me........ Like other woman i wish we would have a complete and intact family.......
I wish he's the only man in my life whom i can depend on to love and care for me all my life...........
Darling.......in time to come.........i'll be your good darling wife.....
I wish i could tell the whole world how much i love him and how true my love is..............
MY HUBBY IS MY WORLD , MY EVERYTHING, MY PRIDE AND JOY............
He makes me laugh and he makes me cry too..........
May Allah bless this marriage......May we still be a loving couple till old age.........And may death do us apart......... DARLING........I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY SINGLE BEAT OF MY HEART.....AND I SWEAR.........
Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 1:26:00 PM
I Am: Mrs Taj Askiri
