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Saturday, December 25, 2004

Today is 25th Dec which is also Chrismas Day....A Public Holiday for many workers and family day for all...... But as usual it's another lonely holiday for me....... i went out today for an invitation coz a fren of mine throw a feast for her newborn baby......what a joyful day it is for them......Having a complete family and many people come to congratulate them........It has always been my best wish in life to get married and become a mother...... How do i get pregnant when my hubby keep on leaving me....I don get married at early age, all the more i cant wait to become a mother ........And when i'm out seeing people with hubby n kids i feel down and upset.......
I've always dream of getting married.......Having own house.....Cook for my hubby.....Happily waiting for him to come back home from work....Go out shopping.....Go outings and to invitations with own family......like everyone else..... Now i am married but once a while hubby will be with me........
Darling...... Today is also our 5th mth wedding anniversary........So it pains me more coz since we got married hubby never with me on every 25th of the month.......U don have to get me a gift but i want to be hugged n kissed by u on that day every mth.....It marks our period of marriage......A joyful day for all happy couples.....
I know u cant be calling me daily...day n nite coz international calls r not cheap.......i can understand that but pls spare some time for me and come online daily...it's gd for both of us........Even i don mean to make things difficult for u but i miz you terribly....... Darling........if u can be a gd bro most likely u'll be a gd hubby rite.....coz i'm ur wife u have responsible towards me......You have to love and care for me all ur life........Even i would love and care you all my life....Everyone makes a wedding vow and marriage is not a game......It's a lifetime commitment......It's unfair to deprive me of my rite as a wife.......It's my rite to be loved and care for all my life , rite darling........

Sweety Mrs Taj Askiri 4:36:00 PM